ESSAY XXI. On Reflection as the Source of Cheerfulness. How vain, and how vexatious is the flutter of the world! Even I, who am sufficiently sensible, perhaps too much so, to its pleasures and amusements, can find, after a little while, my spirits quite worn out by them, and learn from a frequent experience, that reflection of the most serious sort, is the only true and lasting source of cheerfulness. As most of our affections here take their deepest tinge from the workings of imagination, so there are perhaps scarce any, that will maintain their terrifying shapes against the calm efforts of reason: but, when amidst the hurry of a mixed and varied scene, we give them only now and then a transitory glance, these airy phantoms cast a gloom and horror over our whole lives. It is then, that poverty and pain, and sickness, disgrace and disappointment, nay satiety itself, strike upon our unguarded fancies, in the most dreadful manner. Our hearts are filled with sorrow, and poured out in ungrateful complainings. Cool reflection alone can disdain these bugbears of the mind: and to one who comprehends so far as our bounden understandings, can comprehend, the universal scheme of Providence, few of its particular dispensations will appear severe, while every present suffering is overbalanced by a glorious futurity. How naturally the contemplation of what is most melancholy, leads to the most enlivening hopes, may be seen in some verses, which I will insert here, and which flowed from a natural chain of thoughts from the trifling, but gloomy incident of a bell tolling at midnight. Hark! with what solemn toll the midnight bell With leaden sound it dully strikes the ear, What then to thee, whose folded limbs shall rest Beneath the spreading hawthorn's flow'ry shade, Shall animate to bliss the lifeless clay. Or whether gaily past thy festive hours, Bath'd in rich oils, and crown'd with blooming flow'rs; Or pinch'd with want, and pin'd with wasting care, All joys, all griefs, alike forgotten there. The part well acted, gracious heaven assign'd, If of the king, the warrior or the hind, It matters not: or whether deck'd the scene With pomp, and show, or humble, poor and mean, When to these shades succeeds a clearer day. In glitt❜ring robes, bade shapeless monsters glow, Before Truth's dazzling sun shall fade away, Where the weak stroke betray'd the enlighten'd mind; On ev'ry failing cast the proper shade, Till the fair piece in full perfection shine. } ESSAY XXII. On the Employments of Life. Why is it that almost all employments are so unsatisfactory, and that when one hath past a day of common life, in the best way one can, it seems, upon reflection, to be so mere a blank? And what is the conclusion to be drawn from so mortifying an observation? Certainly not any conclusion in favour of idleness: for employment, as such, is a very valuable thing. Let us have done ever so little, yet if we have done our best, we have the merit of having been employed, and this moral merit is the only thing of importance in human life. To complain of the insignificancy of our employments, is but another name for repining at that Providence, which has appointed, to each of us, our station: let us but fill that well to the utmost of our power, and whatever it be, we shall find it to have duties and advantages enough. But whence, then, is this constant dissatis |